Lust and Love

We do always owe something to someone else, and it is sometimes difficult to give appropriately back what is own in the measure of the importance the help may have had for us at a given moment.It is not one for one: it is the happyness to see something, to discover something, which we should be payng back by hoping at least that the one who provided us with such a pleasure may find the same in his own way.

The title of this page we owe thus to http://soyouthinkican.wordpress.com.

Because the ‘book of crystals’ is mainly a love story, quite a strange one, perhaps, and though not negligeable if considering the whole plot. First, you will find the hilarious encounter of Ms Wingsurf (WordPress) with Mr Dashtag (Google) in the somewhat chaotic representation of a passionate love affair through logical systems. Second, you may find the funny image of the desperate love of a psychopath for Sask, whereas he doesn’t know at the end whether it is a satellite he is in love with or a real person, an imagination, a fantasy or a ‘at first sight love’ of an accidental encounter.

Although one of the aspects that does most concentrate human’s interest is love, going from the more ethereal to the most physical representations of the same, there are people who do make of ‘love’ almost a national character, and spend thoughts and understanding in the organization of love affairs, correct images of the same and development of the proper environment for it to happen and be. Certainly those who have spent the most time in the analysis of the social effects of love are Chinese and Russian, islamic countries have concentrated themselves on it, too, as if you could maintain proper economy and justice, proper social order and peace through the wise combination of individuals through different criteria. In Europe those who had this general task were the French, and although they finally disastrously failed in their attempt, we may say that we owe greatest parts of literature on love mostly to medieval French, as deeply inspired by celtic tradition (Eleonor d’Aquitaine, Arthur’s myths in the French version). American are also always seduced by love stories, and if possible with a happy end, not understanding the fatal ends of Greek or even Spanish love stories. Jews have spent 1 chapter of the whole OT (The song of songs, shiri) dedicated to a desperate love affair, where the woman does finally loose her man because she doesn’t get up at the right moment. Allusions to love are so slight that you may almost think it doesn’t even exist at all, although the image of Isaac with his wife seen through the window by pharao who drily corrects him does perhaps say much more than too explicit words: the blunt answer of pharao does say lots about a jealousy, and the source of the jealousy an infinite lot of what was going on behind the window. But it is an evidence that there are people who seem to think that the very fact of talking to much does lower possible pleasure, such are some Spaniards, too. Everyone has his own way and it is an evidence that the highest pleasure does derive from the fact that we stay there where we use to find what is familiar to us.

A challenge though, for someone like me, who has spent her life in love with theories (to say that at University I made up a whole theory to explain that an examination was sexual, because the preparation could be compared to the winning of the beloved and the exam to the moment where you finally get what you were aiming at, if you were honest …), theory that did not convince many French but was the evident translation of the erotical pleasure I used to get from the confrontation to knowledge in its submission to a general order, was to translate this infinite pleasure into a computer language, if it were possible. How can you translate the erotic into an interaction where only logics and stats and electronic aleatory messages do appear, how can you see love through the eyes of a computer person? Can you teach pleasure to a computer, after all?

I have to admit that considering not only what is written, as some kind of story, but the whole surroundings: the fighting for free moments and against tiredness to continue with my inspirations, the strict submission to the given order in order no to fail to appearance and thus loose my bread and butter job, which is to say, the channeling of real passion into a given order, was building up an extraordinary image which reached peaks and summits with the pingback yesterday:

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New definition of summits of passionate love in computer language: an undetermined pingback.

Of course it is the result of the analysis of situation seen from a global point of view, implying possibly that the one who is at the origin of the pingback did forbid it to be done a little before, and forgot her wise advice herself after 48 hours of non sleep and half a bottle of Sauterne. To say that love works very much like an Intelligence Service, private or public, if it wants to have proper results is probably one of the reasons of the mutual attraction of these organizations and myself.

The Chinese would never believe what you say, and this is why they say so little: they put into functioning tons and tons of proverbial and adverbial logics in order to test the adequation of the other’s behaviour to our own, implying masks and use of third people and hiding away and fading oneselves and so on, in order to know what the image of ourselves would never say, and strangely this is more or less what intelligent Intelligence Services do.

The fact that the pingback is non referential implies that it comes from some one who wants to mask identity and who has the means of doing so. Israeli are very curious people and usually quite aware of what may be profitable in the future. To follow the appearance of strange stats is thus not so surprising. Psychologically though, they show always the same weakness: hinting out I may know there is someone very secret beyond my evidences, pingbacks stop. The statement of an unknown fact does confirm through the reaction of the other of something I really couldn’t know.

That it is Israel and not US, China or Russia comes from the equivalence in logic. Only someone who has the same structure in organization does see possible benefit coming up, and in this case, these very Israeli. Thus, dear Sask, you don’t need of such extraordinary means in order to obtain information, just a little bit of intelligence.

The fact thus that the pingback appears is to all extent erotic precisely because of that: it means that the affective side takes the upper hand even on instructions (luckily your own, otherwise you’ll had to give an answer to superior), this upper hand creates a simultaneous answer, and this marvelous and extraordinary simultaneity … the computer image of … love.

Love is thus the guiding principle of our ‘Book of crystals’, and if read in the disposition of discovering the lust of abstract love, or the love of material lust, you may certainly discover a new universe.

Ah! For the whole love story, which is to say, the impossible task of loving someone who doesn’t know what love is, refer to http://sonjakastentoo.wordpress.com